What Part of You Has to Die for You to Be Free?
WORKING DEEP RETREAT
A 4-day in-person embodied reset for men who've built everything right but still feel stuck.
OCT 23 - 26, 2025
Anandra Ashram - Monroe, NY
Limited to 20 Men.
YOU’VE BUILT A KINGDOM
BUT IT FEELS EMPTY
From the outside, you have it all. The career, the accomplishments, the respect. You’ve mastered the external world.
But inside, a different story is unfolding. A silent crisis of disconnection that your success can no longer hide.
It’s the crippling self-doubt that whispers you’re an imposter, despite a lifetime of evidence to the contrary.
It’s the emotional numbness that leaves you feeling rigid and reactive, watching your most important relationship teeter on the edge of a cliff while you feel powerless to stop it.
It’s the loss of purpose that has you feeling stuck, inconsistent, and chasing goals that no longer feel like your own.
You've built a life that looks right, but it doesn't feel right. This isn't just a rough patch; it's a signal that the man who achieved all of this has lost touch with the man he was born to be.
THE ANSWER
ISN’T IN YOUR HEAD
You can’t think your way out of a problem you didn't think your way into. The answer isn't in another book, podcast, or productivity hack. It’s in your body. It's in your breath. It's in the part of you that has been waiting patiently beneath the noise.
This is why we retreat. Not to escape your life, but to finally reclaim it.
The Working Deep Retreat is a meticulously designed pressure cooker for your soul. In a container built on radical trust with 20 committed men, you will be guided out of the endless loops of your mind and into the clear, grounded wisdom of your body.
We don’t just talk about presence; we drop you into it. We don’t just discuss purpose; we guide you to feel it in your bones. Through direct, intense, and embodied practice, you will interrupt the patterns that keep you stuck.
This immersion is your declaration of freedom. It is your opportunity to let the man you’ve become die, so the man you truly are can be born.
THIS RETREAT IS FOR
THE MAN WHO…
Is a successful leader, creator, or entrepreneur who feels a deep and frustrating disconnect between his external achievements and his internal reality.
Feels stuck, creatively blocked, or has lost touch with the fire of his own purpose and desire.
Is tired of intellectualizing his problems and is ready for a direct, embodied experience that creates real and lasting change.
Knows his emotional numbness or reactivity is damaging his most important relationships and is ready to do the work to reclaim connection.
Is willing to be radically challenged in a container of absolute trust, knowing that "fierce love" is the fastest path to his freedom.
Is not afraid to let go of who he has been to finally become the man, partner, and leader he was born to be.
This is not for men seeking a casual vacation. It is an intense, deep-dive for those who are truly ready to work.
YOU WILL RETURN HOME
A DIFFERENT MAN
This is more than a reset; it is a recalibration of your entire being. You will leave this immersion not with notes, but with a new way of being in your own skin.
You will return with:
A Grounded Presence. The capacity to meet any moment, no matter how chaotic, from a place of unshakeable calm. You will trade crippling anxiety for a centered nervous system that you can trust.
Unmistakable Clarity. A direct, visceral connection to your purpose and desire. You won't just know your path forward; you'll feel it in your bones, rekindling the creative and professional drive you thought you'd lost.
Embodied Power. A felt sense of your own vitality and strength. You will move through the world feeling more energetic, resilient, and alive, equipped with practices to root you in your power long after the retreat ends.
Rekindled Connection. The ability to show up in your most important relationships with less reactivity and more presence, replacing confusion and numbness with the depth and intimacy you and your partner truly crave.
YOUR HOST
AND THE CONTAINER
This work requires a guide who can walk into the fire with you, and a container strong enough to hold the heat.
Speed is a master of Fierce Love. He is a guide who combines the laser precision to cut through your bullshit with the open-hearted presence to make real change feel safe. He sees men more clearly than they see themselves and has an uncanny ability to get to the core of the issue with startling accuracy.
His greatest gift is creating a meticulously held container of absolute trust. It is a rock-solid, energetically attuned space where successful men feel safe enough to be radically vulnerable and do the real work of transformation.
He doesn’t just teach this work; he embodies it, offering a grounded, fearless presence that gives you permission to be fully authentic.
This is a space of both provocation and compassion, challenge and unwavering support. You will be pushed, knowing you are completely held.
WHAT MEN ARE SAYING
“Now I find myself really looking forward to the future.”
— Ben
THE DETAILS
LOGISTICS & INVESTMENT
This is an all-inclusive experience designed for you to drop in deeply without worrying about the details.
What: A 4-day, 3-night deep-dive embodiment immersion. The container is intentionally intimate and limited to a maximum of 20 men to ensure depth and direct attention.
Where: The beautiful and serene Anandra Ashram in Monroe, NY, located in the heart of the Hudson River Valley during peak fall foliage. All New York City airports are conveniently accessible.
When: Arrive by 4 PM on Thursday, October 23rd. We will conclude by 12 PM on Sunday, October 26th.
What's Included:
3 nights of accommodation in shared-occupancy rooms.
All nourishing vegetarian meals and snacks are provided for the duration of our stay, and a special steak dinner on Friday night.
The complete, facilitated immersion experience with Speed.
Not Included: Your travel to and from the venue. You are responsible for arranging your own transportation.
Investment: $1800
Payment in full is required to secure your spot. Your place in this transformative container is only confirmed once payment is received.
YOUR BROTHERS
ARE WAITING FOR YOU
If you have read this far, a part of you already knows. It’s the part of you that is tired of the struggle, tired of feeling disconnected, and ready for something real.
The work we do here is deep. The container is powerful. The results are undeniable.
Stop waiting. Stop wondering. Decide.
Limited to 20 Men.
FAQs
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This retreat is for any man who is ready to do the work, regardless of his experience level. The container is designed to meet you where you are. All that's required is a willingness to show up fully and honestly.
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No. This is a deep-dive, experiential retreat focused on personal growth, presence, and embodiment. It is not a substitute for clinical therapy. We believe in the power of this work as a profound complement to therapy, but it is not a therapeutic intervention.
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Accommodations are simple and designed to foster connection. You will be staying in shared rooms with other men.
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Due to the intimate nature of this event and the commitments required, all payments are non-refundable. Please ensure you are fully committed before securing your spot.
CONTACT
Speed is a trusted guide in the world of men's work and a graduate of John Wineland’s Teacher Training with a 1000 hour certification in Masculine Embodiment. He has helped 100s of men find the strength, depth, integrity and courage to live up to their potential and claim the life they want.